Welp, it finally happened, everyone. My Wacom Bamboo drawing tablet that I've been using for over 10 years finally died a few days ago. I feel stripped of one of the biggest pleasures in my life, which is making art. I cannot do commissions, I'm simply creatively invalidated now. I don't have a job and therefore can't afford a new tablet. I've been job hunting like crazy, too. I have a very big project I was preparing to embark on but now it is on hold indefinitely, which is very frustrating. Every moment I feel the need to draw, the desperation and helplessness washes over me and drowns me in sadness.
I just wanted to get that out. Thanks for reading, if you do.